denotation and connotation

Ok....soo basically, right now. Itapos;s 1 in the morning, and im just freakin sick and tired of emotional kicks at my self esteem.
I feel fairly very comfortbale and accepting of myself. I do a wonderful job, embracing everything about me. But within the last few days Iapos;m getting second opinions.

In a Nutshell what has happened, was that I had 2 different guys in the same day, give me "friend" speeches.....but I dindapos;t even hint at a relationship with them. Itapos;s kinda like a "You dindapos;t ask, but just incase you do....NO" ordeal. For some reason Iapos;m just a little hurt by this. I donapos;t want a relationship right now anyways. Im not very boycrazy at all lately. Ugh.
and the one reason was because Iapos;m Agnostic. Really now?
I respect that decision....but wow. It rendered me speechless.

Blah. Whatever. Hopefully this weekend will be a bit better. I go to the JV-BA game with Jon tomorrow. <3
Iapos;m really glad i get to see him out of work., really. Heapos;s such a nice guy....and he makes me smile crazy a lot. Haha.oooh and as a side not, I actaully finally saw his arms today. And A woo.....I take back any bad comments about them before. Heh =]

After that, I work and such, but then Me and Dean and Ethan and Becca are going to carve pumpkins and such. That should be fun. Who knows what else we will do.

Iapos;m tired of getting stressed over nothing. Im having a million anxiety attacks. Blah.
ok im off to bed, just wanted to rant.
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